| | I don't think I can give up writing in this place... I guess i'm sort of used to writing here when i have no one else to speak to.
I don't even exactly know what i'd like to settle in my mind but at least this is a start.
I think i'll start writing here again. Whether it may be for my trading blogs or for my emotional blogs---i'll write again.
OK, here's one thought... I read an old entry I made sometime October and i thought to myself, "hmm... am i willing to let go without having backups?" You know what, i think I can. I don't care about having backups right now, i just wish that all these struggles cease. Besides, I am starting to fear that there wont be enough time spent on me in the future. Yah, i guess i'm really just selfish.
At any rate, i'll choose for her since she's having a hard time letting me go. I think i'll let her go. This is it for now. I'm tired. It's freakin close to 4 am in the morning and i have to go to work.
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