forget coherency

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Posted by: Benignfreak Original: 8/1/2008 12:36 AM Views: 8 Comments: 0 eProps: 0 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

Friday, August 01, 2008

i've sat on my chair for the last 30 min trying to figure out what to write. I need to let out something... i need to gather my thoughts and make sense of them. well, sometimes I just can't get them together. Maybe this is when I have too much in my mind that I just want to sit down in God's presence and cry. Who else can understand me without explaining my thoughts, elaborating my difficulties, hardships, and heartaches? Who can really understand me without saying a single word; more than understanding--knowing and feeling my pain?

Lord, i feel like giving up. I can't take much more of this... I feel terribly alone. I know you're there... but can you speak to me? Can you let me feel your presence? Can you just... hug me?

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